like u see...almost 11.000 pv
if someone catches it...if someone wants to ask me for a pic...then please go ahead...even if i dont think that this will happen...all this time...i maybe got ....3 requests for it xD


and yeah i think i lost now again my motivation to draw...ill take some time out....right now i feel like the bigest shit.....i just wish i could finally feel a bit happy.....or just already drop dead.....
so....keep ur eyes open....mayb ill write another poem

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The girl who seem unbreakable broke The girl who seem strong crumbled The girl who always laughed cried and the girl who never stopped trying finally gave up.
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I got tagged by [link] ..and ill do it dear...just for u!! *chuuuuuuuu*
I so it on her journal and said let's do this!!!
LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.

Name: Isaura (Iza)

Birth Date: August 22

Hair Color: brown

Righty/Lefty: righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.

Your fear: spiders....*shivers*

Your dream of the perfect date: just beeing together with that special one....i dont mind what we do

Goal you'd like to achieve: real - to finish this school; imaginary - to be a shinigami-or espada =O .......xD

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: and another day.....-_-

Your best physical feature: lips and the...amm chest...xDD
Your bed time: around midnight

Your most missed memory: beeing happy? xD

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.

Pepsi or Coke: ill go with coke

McDonald's or Burger King: Mac

Single or Group Dates: single

Adidas or Nike: im not a big fan of any famous marks to be honest....

Chocolate or Vanilla: COCOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cappuccino or Coffee: COFFEE!!!!when mia makes one...xD

LAYER 5: DO YOU.

Cuss: yes F*** yes! xD

Take showers: i do!

Have a crush: I think i do yeah....

Like(d) school:hahhaa...very funny.......

Believe in yourself: no

Believe what goes around comes around: i guess so

Think you're a health freak: nah...im actually killing myself....slowly...xD

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.

Gone to the mall: yeah.....but i hate the mall -_-

Been on stage: yes,we were singing in a school orchestra...or something like that.....

Eaten sushi: no, but want too

Been hurt: yes...people enjoy hurting me -_-

Dyed your hair: nope only red highlights

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.

Played a stripping game: nope

Got beaten up: nope

Changed who you were to fit in: I did it when i was a bit younger.....but now...hell no they all can kiss my A**

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.

Age you're hoping to be married by: nah...dont need it.....

Number of kids you're planning on having: NONE

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.

Best eye color: blue, green,RED ...i like them all xD

Best hair color: it depends actually how it fits the person....so i cant tell

Short or long hair: doesn't matter

Fat or fit: doesnt matter....ok but not too fat xD

Looks or personality: more to personality...i dont need a good looking bi*** xD

Fun or serious: both funny and seriously

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.

1 MINUTE AGO: writting this lovely thing and chatting on msn....yeah i can do multiple things at once =O

1 HOUR AGO: learning -_-

1 WEEK AGO: learning -_-"

1 YEAR AGO: i dont know what i did 1 month ago....its hard to remember a year back xD

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: shitty....really shitty

I HATE: when people are double faced...if u have to tell me somthing....then DO IT! >.<

I NEED: to survive

I LOVE: my family and friends more than anything

I tag: everybody who has time to do this

ARE YOU?

1. Perfect? No

2. Tall? i guess yes *178 cm*

3. In your pajamas? not now

4. Left handed? well ican write with the left...but it kinda looks....lets say its painfull to look at it xD

LAST:

1. Friend you saw: MARIO!!!!!<3

2. Talked to on the phone: with mario again i guess...and and my mum xD

3. Person to text you: CAKEY!!!!!!!!<333333

4. Was today better than yesterday?no even worse

FAVORITES:

1. Number: 3

2. Color(s): black, red,some bluish

3. Fruit: strawberry,cherry....COCOS!!! xDD

4. Place(s): Anywhere with the people i love and care about

EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now? Yes, .actually...i do...i really do

2. Are you happy? no....i almost forgot what that feels like

3. Are you sad? yes

4. Are you bored? dont have time for that

6. Are you nervous? totally....im a really nervous pack =_=

8. Are you tired? u have no idea how much...i wish i could just drop dead already

ABOUT YOU:

1. Real name? Isaura

2. Nick names? Iza,Izic,Đizy,iza-miza,sugar,boobies

3. Eye color? brownish

4. Zodiac sign? Leo, with ascendant in Crab.

5. Male or female? Female

6. Slut? not that i would know that >.>

7. Smart? 40% maybe -_-

8. Hair color? naturally brown

9. Long or short? long and wawy

10. Sweats or Jeans? jeans

11. Phone or Camera? Phone

12. Drink or Smoke? I started to drink ...not good...im stopping i swear

13. Righty or lefty? i told it already 2times...lets make it the 3rd time : RIGHTY!

FIRSTS:

1. First best friend? I dunno i would say Mario,Aida,Mia....xDDD i cant decide damn u! xD

2. first crush? dont remmeber anymore....who cares

3. First pet? Cat

4. First big vacation? on the seaside with my fam....somewhere ...i dont remember xD

CURRENTLY:

1. Eating? trying to stay awake xD

2. Drinking? Ice-coffee

3. I'm about to: go back to studying

4. Listening to? Koda Kumi,Gackt

5. Plans for today? let me thing bout it...hmm...ah....to learn...and to survive

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

1. Shorter or taller? dunno

2. Romantic or spontaneous? both

3. Sensitive or loud? i dont care

4. Hook-up or relationship? *shrugs*....relationship*....but nothing for now...dont have time and the will for that
HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Drank bubbles? yes

2. Lost glasses/contacts? yes

3. Ran away from home? no...but would like to xD

4. Broken someone's heart? never 300%

5. Been arrested? noooo

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

1. Miracles? tell me when u see one

2. Yourself? no

3. Heaven? hell no xD

4. Santa Claus? no

4. Love? yes and no....

5. Do you like someone? yesh i do

6. Do you believe in God? no ty -_-

7. Answered the truth on all questions? where is the point in lying here ? jeez

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you woke up
A: drank coffee

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: hmmmm...my life ? xD

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: i have no idea.......it was a horror movie but for me it looked like a bad comedy xD

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: To my aunts house

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: when im not alone yes....if alone....no

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: i did few times.....but i realized its just...not working...maybe the stars were broken or so xD

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: they say that i am * big kittey eyes*

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: my bed?

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: few hours ago....

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: some sad things...some naughty things(so that i can finally fall asleep xD)

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: i dunno....ill give it a 4....i guess...hei im still young xD

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: the rain hitting my window

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: yes...everything

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: dunoo...my fav season is autumn...if that helps....

Q: What did you do last night?
A: chatted with my superspecialawesome friends*taht i love a lot* and texted with cakey <3333

This was funny to do but now, fingers hurt, must go.

Happy b.day to me!...another year has gone by....and i feel older again xD

yey...im back......well to be honest i would love to stay there more but yeah we couldnt *sigh* so to tell u it was just awesome
the house that my friend has there is nice,no cars around or other people,just maybe 2 neighbours but thats all,everything else....just nature .it was nice to go away a it from the city life
we were like 9 people,1 cat and one dog xDDD and boy o boy the cat liked me a lot
i was the youngest there hahaha everyone else was like over 30 or so...i felt....so...young xD
all in all....i got some color now...ok a bit too much on my legs...they really burn...i cant even touch them xD

well i hope u all had a nice weekend!!!!lya all!!
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well i can tell u why im happy!im going to the seaside today!
gosh i wasnt there...for 2 or 3 years i think xD A friend invited me to go with her and i said yesh *___________* i cant wait to finally go nyaaaaaaaa
but ill be back on the 10th already mah its ok 2 days are something too

i hope u all will have some fun too!take care mina!!!lya all!!!!